I was saying to my agent, �I�m gonna move back to New York and find something I�m passionate about besides this.� It�s funny how you can want something for such a long time. And then, the more I worked, the more I hated what people make this industry about-this money-hungry, greedy, egotistical world about the next big thing and who gets to play God. So I quickly started to realize that I had to do this not just for the sake of doing it, but for something that meant more than this does.